Friday, 10 December 2004
nasan ka na?
days have passed, i did not even have any news from a person so dear. i'm wondering where in hell i can find IT (o baka nasa langit na yon). it doesn't really feel goon waiting in vain. PISO lang naman ang isang message, pwede ngang i-ring nya na lang ang phone ko para malaman ko kahit papano na buhay pa sya. 
nakakalungkot.
natuto tuloy akong magdasal ( good side of it). Lord kayo na pong bahala sa kanya. Ipinapaubaya ko na siya sa yo. Pero request lang one time, sana naman iblik nyo na sya. baka bukas hindi na ako sisikatan ng araw (juice ko!!). mababawasan na naman ang mag magagandang tanawin sa pilipinas.
nananawagan po ako na kung sino man ang makakakita sa kanya, pakisabing huwag na lang syang babalik kasi aalis na rin ako. pagod na ako. gusto ko ng magpahinga. GOODBYE PHILIPPINES! I'M GO TO BOHOL!
friends are friends forever. friends wll not say never. though it's hard to let them go, a true friend always understands. a friend is happy when his friends are happy too.
our lifetime would be too long to live as friends.
Wednesday, 01 December 2004
Honesty is the best of the bests
i thouhgt i am the most unpredictable person ever lived on earth. happy to say I'm NOt. 
last night i was flabergasted and gobsmacked with awe coz i was criticized (purely constructive) by my friends. well, that was an assurance that they love me no doubt. only that, i didn't sleep well because the thoughts were bugging me.
i am just a human trying to be righteous and imperfections are inevitable. i'm trying my best to be a good friend, a good daughter, a good citizen, and a better person most of all. honesty is my golden rule. as long as i am free from all deceptions and hypocrisies, everything will be running smoothly. who wants to be cheated??? wala di ba? di bA? di Ba? so if you don't want to be cheated the best thing to do is to become HONEST. simple as that.
life is so beautiful. let us free ourselves from all worries. everyone is busy if he only thinks that he's busy. it's just a state of mind.
i'm tired of thinking. i wish we will be given the chance to be thought free. stufffidd!! hehehe. BEE HAPPY! do not frown 
